now, i'm just going to talk to myself I guess I don't know anything else to do to keep this thing going. Man I miss being able to rp. I need to set a time for me to do that or I am going to end up getting worse at it than I already am, I wonder if Mornelith is going to go through all of this and read it when he gets back, well if he does he'll read this and tell me if he did.
Oh neat its the song that makes me cry, well one of the songs that does. I shold change it but I've been in one of those moods where I like listening to things that make me sad. I guess thats just the girl in me. This used to be a song I would listen to when I was missing my friends, I hate that I had to leave so many of them behind so many different times, lost contact with almost all of them.
It makes me wonder what they are all doing with their lives. Stephanie, which Mornelith if you're reading this will remember as the girl that let you stay over when you visited, I heard from once after I moved, but she moved too and I guess lost my address in the process. I really liked her, we had alot in common, I still remember part of her yahoo char she made just so we could play.
There is another one that I wish I still had contact with, her name was Becky. I still have her yahoo email address, and I send something to it every once in awhile on the off chance that she'll check it for some wierd reason and write back. Wishful thinking I suppose but thats all I have. She was the one that I would talk to when I was feeling alone and didn't want to bother you with my problems.
Then there was Chris, I really hated having to stop being his friend but that was his own fault. He kept trying to get me to leave mike and be with him, to the point where he would tell me things just to make me feel bad so he would feel better about him telling me to leave. I mean sure Mike's not the perfect man but I don't think I could ever leave him for Chris. He was too much like a big bro. Well thats enough rambling for today, bai.